Oh, I know how lonely life can be
the shadows followed me
the night did not set me free.
Will I ever see you stand
holding out a loving hand
on the silent sand?
Yes, I know how loveless life can be
I will always dream I see
you waiting there for me.
When at last I am free
to fly over land and sea
do not grieve for me.
Love for you I'll always bring
in all the songs I ever sing
in winter and in spring.
The Soul of a Rose
In a dream a lover wandered
into a spectral garden.
He saw around him magical flowers
from all the worlds.
In their midst he saw a red rose bush.
Without fear he reached out to pick
When the thorns pricked his hand,
the rosebush vanished.
But the memory of that ghost rose
will last as long as he.
A DREAM OF LOVE
In a dream last night
I saw to my delight
The moonglow on your silken hair.
I saw like a magic sign
A glowing halo shine
Around your face so fair.
I dreamed we sailed
On an enchanted lake.
I saw your form unveiled
Mirrored in the gleaming wake.
I trembled and held your hand ...
You smiled and
I dared to kiss your cheek,
The blessed meadowland I seek.
When I thought I saw the lovelight
In your eyes,
I saw the stars reel in the skies.
My heart's blood I would spend
To dream that dream again.
I was so beguiled,
Lovely woman-child ...
So proud and yet so mild,
Like a tigress in the wild ...
That beneath the hunter's moon,
The lover's boon,
I rashly pledged my love to you ...
Not by the inconstant moon,
Nor the laughing loon,
But by the white plume ...
O lovely lady,
What joy it was to see
You so true and good
Blossom into womanhood.
Beloved, you are more to me
Than land and sea.
O lovely lady,
What joy sublime
To know for a time the bliss
Of your tender kiss.
I have missed much in life
Full of care and strife ...
But although I bear the scars
Of many wars,
For justice and the right ...
(The only worthy fight),
Not many tears
Through the years
Have stained my honor bright ...
Nothing evil daunts me.
O lady, will I at last
Forget the past
That haunts me?
Will I reach the hoped-for goal,
O my soul,
A haven from the stormy blast
That flaunts me?
Apart from the feuding world
My banner furled ...
Content at last
I could live and die
Without a single sigh ...
Except for you my love,
And the dove of peace.
Name the price, I will pay it ...
Seek the dragon, I will slay it ...
Ask of me what you will
Except the dove to kill.
Because of you, beloved,
Home is the hunter,
Home from the hill ....
Home is the lonely one,
Who loves you ...
And always, always, always will.
It's a long, long way I know,
From May to December.
I would it were not so,
But time cannot backward go.
My love will last to my dying ember ...
But when I depart
O my heart ...
Only remember perhaps once a yrar,
Me with a smile not a tear.
Just once in a while
Cast a red rose
Into a lake of blue ...
Or skip a stone or two,
Watch the ripples spread ...
And be glad,
I was your loving friend.
I hope to see spring again,
And you happy and free ...
That's happiness for me.
Look, I see ...
Above in dawning sky,
A morning dove!
That dove is you, my love,
Flying far and high and free ...
But always, always, always nigh ...
Death of the Count
Count Pierre dragged himself across
The drifting dunes of the moonlit desert,
No longer feeling the pain of his wound.
At last he came to rest, away from
The scene of battle and the debris of war,
The shattered bodies of horses and men.
Lifting his head, the Count looked back
Where loomed the impassive Sphinx.
But recently he'd heard the Corsican shout,
"Soldiers, forty centuries look down upon you!"
Then had come the charge of the Turkish hordes,
The feudal Mamelukes in full red trousers,
Strange standards of horsehair waving
Above thier white and scarlet turbans.
He remembered the shock of the lance in his side,
And thought of the death of his beautiful horse.
War had been but a splendid game,
Charging into battle thinking only
Of pennons flying and sabres flashing.
But now he knew what war really means.
He dreamed of the soldiers of Napoleon,
The pomp and panoply of an Empire to be:
Chasseurs with white capital X's on thier
Crossbelts against the blue of thier tunics,
Foot artillary and grenadiers,
Cuirassiers in gleaming white breastplates,
Old guard cavalry with curving
Helmets like Roman legionaries,
Red lancers in uniforms of green and scarlet.
These and thousands like them would go on
To shout "Vive l' Empereur!" on the fields
Of Austerlitz, Jena, Wagram, Friedland,
Vienna, Courland; but not the Count,
For war means death and Pierre was dead.
As a moth the candle flame
I seek my star.
Moon burst star flame...
You are not to blame,
No matter how far
I fall in love tonight.
To an Angel
Though the cowboy was in the saddle
And the oilman is on the throne,
Diamonds still dust the desert, and
Serpants slither the sand.
The wings of morning still climb
Over the rivers of our time
And my soul still peers
Thru the windows of my mind.
I must choose.
Never, never confuse
My songs of love
With legends of lust,
My lovely wingless dove.
I believe in angels, true
But the only one I've seen is you.
The Ghost Rose
In youth I wandered in a garden
of spirit flowers.
Among them was one blood red rose.
I kissed her petals and felt her thorns.
That darkling rose has danced away forever,
But the ghost of the rose still haunts me.
My Brother the Coon
He staggered blindly into my yard,
Death-sick, hindquarters dragging.
I did for him what no one would do for me.
I aimed carefully,
Gun against a tree,
And squeezed gently until crimson
stained the sand.
In convulsions died,
My brother the coon.
To a Kitten
Pretty kitty, kitty cat
Ate a rat and then he sat
Up upon a stump so high
He could see beyond the sky.
A Country Christmas Carol
For Arthur Sampley, the best "poet
lariat" Texas ever had.
In a December dark and drear
Another happy Christmas is near.
When snowflakes fall
Around the hall,
Will sleighbells jingle
For old Kris Kringle?
Will reindeer prance
And old elves dance
On rooftops far and near?
Will children glance
Out of windows clear
at icicles on eaves,
And frosted leaves,
In winter sere?
Will songbirds arrive again
And honey bees thrive again,
On the clover in the spring?
Will mockingbirds nest
With the same old zest?
Will all the creeks flow
Underneath the snow,
Down to the Gulf of Mexico?
Will catbirds sing again
In the spring again?
I think so.
In this season of joy and mirth
Let's seek a rebirth
Of love and joy and peace on earth.
I hope Santa brings
The gifts of the kings,
Gold and frankencense and myrrh
To every him and her,
Fruit and nuts and candy,
And everything dandy,
Not rockets and guns
And nuclear bombs.
All us Texas cowboys know
When everything is blowing in the wind,
We all have sinned
Against God's green earth.
In this season of joy and mirth,
Let's not kill the life God created.
The greedy god of war is never sated.
His taste for blood
Increases with the flood
Of his rapacious appetite
For sorrow and strife.
The Prince of Peace said,
And he was right,
Give us life not death at Christmas,
All things good and brotherhood,
Peace and good cheer to all mankind
At Christmas time.
In Memoriam: FRED REINMILLER
Socrates' reincarnation, or a damn
The eagles screamed
in nuptial flight.
I saw them at Delphi,
tumbling down the gorge
From Parnassus height,
toward the sea
Homer's wine dark sea.
The topless towers at Ilium
The blood red sails
The tortured tent
Dido's lament, Aeneas' flight
the eternal night.
The Pierian spring was dry
Where Socrates saw the light,
gained his daemon
in a dream,
Became Athens' fright
the gadfly supreme.
He died happy,
quaffed the hemlock willingly;
Died content he'd done his best
to make men happy,
Good and free.
All he knew was that
he knew nothing,
And those who knew more
He reasoned and asked questions
to the last,
And said with his dying breath:
"Ah, Crito, I owe a cock to Aesculapius,
Do pay it."
A Short History of Philosophy
Socrates he talked too much
Of philosophy and such.
He drank the hemlock cocktail fast,
And talked to friends until the last.
Plato wrote the others said it
Till they got all the credit.
He wrote it well but it don't sell,
The Book of the Month never read it.
Augustine he lived it up,
Hoisted many a brimming cup.
Aquinas write a SUMMA many-leaved,
Convinced himself he really believed.
Descartes said he was because he thought,
And works of wisdom wrought.
He said that men were not machines;
Now even that is taught.
Dewey said we must be kind,
Not make the children mind,
Now the land is full of brats
With nary a brain to fill thier hats.
Insincere Sonnet on Radiation
for our Nation
Since mankind by brainworm drilled
Has forced the atom all unwilled,
Since black snow falls into our bone,
Dare we take it all alone?
If with species tinker we must,
Let's raise new empires in the dust.
Legions of crayfish not our blood,
Raising towers all built of mud.
Catfolk yowling in night-time copulations
Shall but increase the enslaved populations.
Feel our dominion, heed our sway ---
When Mr. Gill begets baby Ray,
When Mama stings and Papa has scales
Shall we not govern our brother the whales?
Negative Thoughts for Astronauts
Let us not to distant planets roam
Till we make Earth a better home.
Lead us not to distant stars
While Earth still bears our ugly scars.
Let us not the farthest galaxies seek
When our rivers still of sewage reek.
If progress has become but another disease,
Will new worlds to pollute give us ease?
If moonsick man must leave this earth,
Do not stir the gods of raucous mirth;
If we must voyage to outer space
To solve the problems of our petty race,
Let's save the beauty of this our land
Before our borders we expand,
If our planet we must deface,
Don't make the moon an adman's space.
Save our children from these scourges
Before we yield to cosmic urges.
If twenty trillion we must spend,
Let's find some worthier end.
If we travel outward toward the stars
To set our billboards up on mars;
If Pepsi adorns the moon at full, it
May bring the assassin's bullet.
Nowadays in a poem is always considered trite.
So are roses,
Singly or in posies.
And falling leaves,
And snow on eaves,
And the patters of rains
On window panes.
But what shall we do for poetic expedients
When we use up ALL the ingredients?
The flowers of the night
The flowers of the night have pale blossoms
That slip between the fingers
Like ghosts of petals long dead--
And the white moth flits languidly around them
Drinking phantom nectar of ineffable sweetness--
Pale flowers swaying slightly in the stagnant air,
Lighted by stars dead a hundred years ago ...
The breath of the night is so heavy
That all sounds are echos, all things dreams, actions thoughts.
And moondog howls at moonghost pale.
The flowers of the night have pale blossoms
That will not endure the day, nor any man's looking.
Palid blossoms around which white-winged moths tremble in ecstasy.
THE MUTE SWAN
Flowers will not sing any more
Birds will not bloom again
Waves will not break on the shore
Tides will end where they begin.
Hawks will kill all the doves
Fish will die when they're born
Waste will end all the loves
Earth will be all forlorn.
I will cry till I die
Lament the beauty that's gone
Ever sigh for a birdless sky
Refuse t accept what's done.
The trumpeter swan I hope
Will live in my art
The mute swan I know
Will sound in my heart.
I longed long to cheek your kiss.
My love I hope you never miss
Love amid the roar
Of breakers on that shining shore.
I hope to see you happy and free
Longtime loving life and me.
Someday we'll dream of love and then
Find that love is not a sin
When it brings not pain nor stain.
Those who prize but self,
The mother lode or panther pelf
Will never gain the eldritch gold.
That's a tale that's more than old.
It's the tale of the world's long loss
The search for all that turns to dross.
The false the futile
The empty ever gasp
For what's beyond their grasp.
It always fails it always stales
The endless chase of heads and tails.
In dreams I steer the skies,
Beyond the pale of paltry lies
I see upon the peerless pond
A valley'd moon beyond despond.
I hold out my hand
And seek a nobler land,
I live to see a new day dawn
When peacocks stroll upon my lawn.
The grace of a glider is
like a motionless swan,
Whose beatless wings bear it
soaring through thinness...
Until next we meet
In sunshine or in shower...
Remember, my sweet;
You are lovlier than a flower.
I pray forget me not,
For you can never be forgot.
You are a singer, I know.
I sing too, in my fashion.
I sing of love, without music;
Do not you sing music without passion.
The tosspot Bacchus doth his pleasure take
And with Ariadne a couple make;
To drink and play, a voluptuous pair
At love, with vine leaves in thier hair.
ODE TO THE EXCAVATION OF ONE PARELEPHAS COLUMBI
NEAR DENTON, TEXAS - 1953
Long ago, in the world primeval,
Before the invention of good and evil,
Wandered here a mammoth elephant,
Big, I admit, but not very elegant.
Although I've never seen, it's true.
A mammoth, even in a zoo,
Lest this should seem to hinder my conception,
Niether've you, so don't take exception.
As for his gait, "lumbered's" the cliche,
But much too hackneyed for me to say.
His long hair was far from academic;
Fleas, with him, were quite epidemic.
His legs were big, almost Mastadonic,
His bellow loud, but unharmonic.
But mind is you to say the same
Are ever prompted, scientists claim --
You're the cousin of the beast,
Nay, the brother, at least.
It pains me greatly this to state,
But he, just like you, was vertebrate.
Now the beast is dead, quite immolated,
Eaten by men, it's insinuated.
This, if true, was quite immoral;
It rouses my stomach's abhorral;
To kill him was, indeed, indescreetm
But what shall we say of--to eat?
There are people, I have heard,
Who must have a moral with every word;
Far be it from me to disappoint,
Even if the subject's an elephant's joint.
If we must have a moral, this it must be:
(You asked for't, don't blame me.)
Although Nature, too, has been debunked,
We, as well, may end up--defunct,
And 'though we are here to exhume Parelephas,
There may be no one to even tell of us.
To Each a Day
In the manner of Emily Dickinson.
To each a day, a night;
No more. 'Tis easier bourn
Therefre do not mourn.
The Right Of Spring
Passion in the desert,
Thornbush in flame.
Virgin bit the cobra,
Cobra died of shame.
Viper stung the python,
Python died in pain,
Squeezed the lion gently,
Lion took the blame.
I don't mind the thorns
If you're the rose.
I don't mind the nails
If you're the cross.
I don't mind the pyre
If you're the flame.
Eagle on the rock,
Snake in his claws,
Rattling death without pause.
White stallions prancing,
Chained maidens dancing.
Sword cleave the thongs,
Right the wrongs?
Pierce the womb,
Broach the tomb...
Bring back life?
Sheath the knife,
Drench not the alter
With the blood of life.
Hound of Heaven,
Give the lie
To the Rite of Spring.
Vent not the stain
and the pain,
On maid or youth.
Listen to Ruth:
(among the alien corn)
"Whither thou goest,
I will go."
That is the Right of Spring,
the end of woe.
Save the world,
Make us free,
Good and beautiful,
As was she.
My Lady Sleeps
My lady sleeps
And yet I wait to see
If still she keeps
The smile she wore for me.
My lady smiles
And sleeping sighs for a kiss.
Her waking wiles
Shall win her more than this.
My lady wakes
And I her waiting lover
Her place beneath the cover.
I'll make thee songs of love no more
Nor sing to a loveless heart.
Thy minstrel shall no longer adore
A mistress so cold to his art.
Even now my wand'ring gaze
Hath ventured farther afield.
No more melodious nights and days
Ever to thee I'll yield.
Dost think that I'll not love again
'Cause thou art fair i' the face?
I'll sing my songs to the sweet Elaine,
Whose heart is soft 'neath its lace.
Christ in anger smote the simple
For selling pigeons in the temple;
Meekness he preached upon the Mount
Yet scourged the money changer's count.
How can man consistent be
When it's denied divinity?
Man must wander man must change
Through fitful vistas fully range,
Know the greatness and the woe,
Run with the fast, dawdle with the slow.
You cannot fix the laws of man
Any more than desert's sand.
Sing me n songs of tried and true;
I wait for the better, wait for the new.
TO A LOST LOVE
The winds that whispered in the pines
so lovingly kissed your cheeks
And briars bent before your steps
for fear of drawing your blood,
That you were the one for whom I held
that love which was at once
The blessing and the curse of life,
the living and the dying.
Oh, let me say this once I loved you;
Then none can part my soul
From yours, though I be far away
and you another's bride.
Although I dwell in realms where all
who walk know fear, and
In company of loneness fearing
not loneness but the knowledge
Of being alone; I fear not, for there
are those to whon the door
Of loving is forever shut.
And there is comfort in having loved,
If you, my love, despised me not
for loving where the church and man forbad.
But too much of this,
no more seeking in the past.
The sun has cleared the mists, and
my soul no longer dwells in darkness.
My unhappiness flees...
As evanescent as the fog,
As unclutchable as the air,
As amorphous as the clouds...
THE HIGH PLACES
Places of beauty rarely seen,
Where a sound is small and silence swells,
Unspoiled by man and still serene,
Where majesty reigns and grandeur dwells.
Heights untouched, aloof, alone,
Mighty pinnanles soaring above;
Great white-capped towers of stone,
Proud defenders of heaven's love.
Lofty peaks that reach the sky,
Where even the lonliness is grand;
There only the strongest of birds may fly,
And only the bravest of men may stand.
Warm silent earth
Raped oh how many times
Forgive us what we do to you
In all the nations, all the climes.
Our sins are many;
Can we find the means to save
Us from our folly
So we make not Earth a grave?
All hours of the night
The white-clad searchers seek
Ways to make the earth
A sad inheritance for the meek.
Voices of Spring I heard
Before the sprayer brought his blight;
Now the birds are silenced
To the bureaucrat's delight.
For nature is untidy,
They say, and proceed to destroy it;
Concrete is much better,
No need to enjoy it.
Warm silent earth,
If you could speak and we would hear,
Might not something be arranged
To have progress not cost so dear?
In the Manner of T.S. Eliot
From my heart's citadel cry aloud
All the longings of my days and years,
Are they the weakling cry of a craven spirit,
Or the grand resolute protest of me,
And cannot I then be convinced,
And do I dare to think, I am?
And does it really matter at all, at all?
Do not ask me, I cannot tell.
I will not think!
At least I cannot prove I do.
The days pass,
More and more than I have ever seen,
Or shall see perhaps again.
And what are the uses of things and men?
And what are the uses of things and men?
I saw the lace adorning
The meadows of the morning.
I saw the valley between
The dunes of dawning day
No one else has seen.
O, will you ever love me, say,
at or after
Does the gyrfalcon scream
At every golden gleam
In all the skies avove me
Under the silken sun
On every rippling run
In every gleaming valley?
O, tell me, tell me, Sally,
Will you ever, ever love me?
Or shall I hang for thee,
Only lonely from an old oak tree?
Killed at last by heartache and rue,
For lovely, lovely you.
THE MUSIC OF THE SPHERES
"While the orchestra breathes fitfully
the music of the spheres."
Edgar Allan Poe
What is the sound the poet hears,
What is the music of the spheres?
Is it there for you to find;
Can human senses hear it, or human mind?
With none to voice and none to hear,
With nought but nothingness near;
Can either chord or discord be,
In limitless infinity?
Then quiet, dear, unhurried, meek,
Must be the music you must seek.
I beseech you know what I have known,
For silence hath sweetness all its own.
A DEFENSE OF VENUS
Venus, alone shining in the west,
Alone save the narrow red-orange new moon,
Low in the darkling sky.
(They say it is dust that makes you red.)
Venus, through an illusion of the light years,
Not appearing your own new-moon true shape.
Venus, first star of the beginning summer night,
Sole fore-runner of the millions to come,
While the sun has not yet finished his
Salute, dead star of promising infinitude!
For if your light is borrowed.
Who wears it with more grace than yow?
Venus, source of inestimable beauty,
Not mental, spiritual, sensual...
Perhaps a mixture of all?
To the mathematician's equations,
To the astronomer's charts,
To the poet's dreams...
SONG FOR A DEAD SPRING
Yet a little while, Autumn,
The dead leaves hang heavily,
Hang heavily, but none can fall.
Then quickly comes the wind,
Hurling the leaves,
Whirling the leaves,
Filling the gutters to overflow.
And the leaves dance in the street;
Then quietly lie.
Cover them decently with a blanket of snow,
Or burn them, send up to heaven
The corpses of spring.
OH, EARTH! THOU ENEMY OF GREATNESS
Oh Earth! Thou enemy of greatness,
Thou prizer of the mediocre!
How is it thou hast been given
So much greatness to defile?
Oh, mankind! Canst thou not see
The immense gift of art
That divides thee from the beast?
Thou oppressors of the sublime,
Thou rapers of the beautiful,
Guilty as the petty
Turks and venetians ruining Athens
In thier trivial war.
Be crust then and wallow
In the miserable filth that
Stimulates thy base emotions,
For thou art no better.
Oh, Earth! Thou enemy of greatness,
Thou prizer of the mediocre!
Bear then the weight of my contempt,
For thy vileness.
The calendar's conventional lie about spring was
A robin or two came early to watch the last ice
melt, a few days or months ago,
And now spring's annual miracle,
Greater than any ever performed by the dried hands
of doubtful saints,
Has re-made the world and re-stated the old imperish-
Be happy now,
For now is all there is, or was, or ever will be.
Fragment from an Anarchist's Hymn
It's sister Jenny's turn to
throw the bomb.
Mama's aim is bad,
And the cops they all know Dad...
ELIGY FOR A MAMMOTH
The winds were whispering in the pines
Along the top of the ridge
As down the valley
Through the snow
Lumbered the great hairy elephant...
Toward the swamp.
The light dry snow under the great column-like legs
Rose in clouds of snow-dust,
Poised a moment after his passing,
Then slowly settled.
The great beast, his tusks swinging slowly from side to side,
Toward the swamp, toward the swamp.
As he entered the willows at the edge of the bog
His great feet began to sink into the icy muck,
But he did not stop...
The chant of the victorious Warriors:
Let us celebrate the slaying of the great elephant
In the great swamp.
The spears of our warriers have slain him!
Let all feast and rejoice,
For the great beast, our enemy, is dead.
He will trample down our huts no more,
No more will he frighten our game...
No more will our warriors writhe, impaled on his curving tusks.
Let us rejoice and chant the death of the great elephant,
Who was our enemy, and who is dead.
He was old and angry, and vengeful of his age...
He vented his anger on our villages and on our people.
He was old...
See his teeth worn by the long years of his life.
His tusks were yellow and brittle,
But none the less dangerous to our young men,
Who now are avenged, who now are avenged.
Come and chant with us of the slaying of the great elephant,
Who now in dead.
The song of the great elephant:
The great elephant did not seek the swamp
Without reason or purpose.
He was old and he felt a vague but irresistable need
for the swamp.
He felt without knowing it
Himself a living anachronism
Out of balance with the world...
It was time for him to die.
The little animals with sharp-pointed sticks
thought they killed him,
But the wise men knew he sought the swamp himself.
What use had he for a swamp,
Except to die in?
Poised on the brink of his enormous existance
He knew which way to fall.
SONG OF SADNESS AND OF HOPE
O moods of earth, calm and wild
Now terrible, now mild;
Seasons changing, passing years,
Bring new terrors, bring new fears
That all the glory long beloved
Will in eager haste be shoved
By the 'dozer on the move
In spite of those who beauty love.
Save the remnent we have left
Lest the future sorely bereft
Set the blame upon us all
For nature's bier, nature's pall:
Tenderly turn to the earth agian
Give some meaning to our span.
Let's go for a drive in the country.
Yeah, Daddy, let's go for a drive in the country!
Get Bongo pills.
They'll cure your ills.
Get Bongo now.
You'll save, and how!
Merrily we roll along
(In our custom-built, eight-passenger, chrome-
plated, white-side-walled, extra-super-deluxe
Through the Land of the Free
(Plus tax, handling charges, etc.)
Slow down, Daddy, I can hardly read the poetry!
Stop, Daddy, we want to see!
(screewheech to a thudslamming haltingness)
She's half a mile back now, Daddy.
(Can anyone smell
O'er the gasoline fumes
The redbud mist
Or the dogwood blooms?)
Let's go home, Daddy, there's a movie on Television.
Merrily we roll along...
O say can you see
Between the billboard's stare
Either grass or a tree
In the neon's red glare?
the forest of steel
monstrous distorted horse-head pump levers
with seperate gasoline-fed abdomens nearby
well-tended by obsequious faithful attendants
driving the long hollow metallic stingers
that bore deep in the flesh of earth
sucking her rich black blood
into enormous aliminum pill-boxes
pointing toward the sky
but boring netherward to drain the earth
to feed more man-made animals
these are the trees
in the forest of steel
The dark sweet drop of sleep
Falls from the spoon of night
Upon the troubled souls of men,
And falling brings a lull
In the mad race toward
The darker sweeter drop of death.
THE SILENT SWAN
Doubt the stars in secret skies
Say my sadness is empty sighs
Believe the songs of birds impure
Think that love cannot endure
Doubt that texas rivers flow
Down to the gulf of mexico.
Doubt the silver silent swan
That sings when time is gone
Term truth a trait'rous liar
Find the sun a frozen fire
Lost in a lonely loveless sky
But never think that I could lie
When I sing of love and more
In songs I never dreamed before.
Song for a Noble Savage
I would like to go and live among
And they would be my friends,
And there would be someday
For the building of a house;
And my bed would be of thier leaves,
And no discomfort would I endure.
For once man was a hunter of animals,
And a picker of berries,
And a fisher of streams...
And as far as we know,
But the trees are all crosses now.
BALLAD OF THE HAPPY POISONER
I woke early this spring morn
(such is not my custom)
To write some lines that may bring scorn,
Do they dare I'll bust 'em!
My people know I'm sort of odd,
They often look at me,
Then they whisper, then they nod;
I'll fix them, you'll see.
I'll pick some mushrooms, Amanita,
Lovely as the Devil.
I'll stew them nicely. When they eat a
Bite they'll surely shrivel.
Now I'm not mean, and I'm not bad,
I'm really very nice;
But those who knock MY verse had
better run like mice.
She grows in beauty
like the first star, bright
in a cloud of shining stars
Of a beginning summer night.
A wise man follows his star,
The light of all his nights and days.
The brightest and best by far
He follows always and always.
MY WILD BIRD
Has my wild bird flown away
Will I see her again
Will she sing to me another day?
My love is like a wild thing, found
Trembling in a net,
Struggling to be free and yet
Longing to be bound
To a love that's true,
To one who loves her too.
My fairy tern flies from pole to pole
Her wings are strong
She carries along
My hopes and my song.
She will return I know
In sunshine or in snow
And I will be there...
On the sea or in the air
For I truly care
And O, I love her so.
The light that flares from out our eyes
And leaps and lingers and never lies
The tell-tale targe of all the spies
That gape and gasp with lustful cries.
Or what they seek
Or what they wreak
They spoil and stain the skies
With dust that always dies.
When clasped too fancy free
For all endless eternity,
The evitable finally flees
With futile footloose ease.
When I at last attain my goal
You and I will leap the sky
THE BREEZE THAT FAILED
You were the wind that filled my sails
When the wind failed
My sails collapsed.
When the hurricane came
My masts were stripped
Of canvas and rope.
I lost both ship and hope
My bark foundered on a shoal.
Adrift I was cast
A lost and lonely soul.
You were the wind that filled my sails
A sailing ship sails against the breeze
With ease by tacking,
But when the wind fails
All is lacking.
To the holy valentine I pray:
Send this love song to her today...
I love you, love you, love you,
forever and a day.
On wings of song,
Lifted by the winds of love...
I soar and soar and soar,
into blue skies beyond above.
Arise, maiden fair,
hear my paryer...
Love me, love me, love me,
forever and a day.
And I will love you just as much,
All the live-long day.
Your sigh to my sighs
My lips to your lips shall
Your raven tresses
and your scarlet dresses
Shall not die
But live for aye.
Your dream of love,
My snow white dove,
Shall ever fly,
Above, above, above...
(Free translation from the Spanish)
In the shadows of my life,
I felt the years passing.
The time that remained time
was but an abyss.
Perhaps in the shining future
your soul will join with mine
in the light of the day
in the blue of the sea
in the warmth of the sun
in the dark of the night.
Like the eternal agony of the wind
which sighs my sorrow.
I sing the emptiness of this world.
In that time when you
meet my soul with yours
And join your life to mine,
the sun will shine
And all sadness be forgot.
PRELUDE AND EPITAPH
Nuthatch, brownhead, here you're rare;
Brood your eggs with tender care.
The dentist's mirror I used to see
What was precious to you and to me.
You carved your nest from post of oak;
I heard you peck and saw discard
Oaken fragments in my yard;
About my pines feel free to poke,
Fields of yucca creamy white,
Dancing, dancing, down the light,
What you tell to me today
Is more than I can ever say.
Black terns sailing, dove-gray wings,
Just to see you my heart sings.
Goodness and mercy are called divine,
If I have a god, Beauty's mine.
Grass I tread, remember me
My flesh shall be food for thee,
Earth I walk remember me
You my final bed shall be,
Soil I have loved love thou me
When I am scattered to infinity.
The Dance of Spring
is the Dance of Life
If my words had wings
I would sing to the heirs of all the springs,
Of the mountains on the moon
ringed with craters,
Of all the valleys and shadows
inhabited by satyrs
Of the chimes of the wind
in the sinkholes of Sind,
Of the sounds of birds and unspoken words,
Of the songs of youth that ring with truth.
If my words had wings
they would all fly to you,
In all the airs of all the springs,
To the one I love so true.
THE DAWN HORSE AND THE MAID
When the daughter of the earth raised the knife
over the alter of the sun,
The dawn horse cried out, "Hold, maiden,
leap upon my back.
We can canter on the clouds, you and I,
to the pastures of the sky!"
When he left her lovely thighs
press his trembling flanks,
He sprouted wings and flew,
Left hoof prints in the lunar dew.
Now they gallop down the Milky Way.
"Gone is the longing, gone the lonely wait,"
The dawn horse whinnies to his bride,
As they celebrate thier fate.
Thiers is the dawning,
thiers the day.
Thiers the nights of loving,
As among the stars they ride.
You offered me
Wanted with respect
Your friendship, dearer
Than life itself.
Yet do I love you,
Yet do I love you
And forever you.
Your love would be
Sacred to me,
My love in fee
Your dear face
Will haunt my dreams
To the utmost trace
Of all, it seems.
I thought I would know how
To release with love
When part we must,
As we did with a kiss.
To the Swan-Lady from her Knight
In a dream last night
I saw a lovely white swan
Gliding on a moonlit lake.
In the shadows crouched
A loathsome beast,
Licking his lips and trailing slime.
I approached, drew my sword,
And plunged the gleaming blade
Deep into his vile throat.
He belched noxious fumes
And expired in smoke.
A haze drifted across the moon.
I awoke and knew
That this had all been true,
But that it would never happen again,
We were together when the world begun
We shall be after its course is run.
Eve brought apples to our wedding
Adam poured flagons of wine.
They thought to comfort us
That we were sick with love
They were wrong as Lilith knew
For love heals those who love.
His eye is on the sparrow
And on the sparrowhawk.
The goshawk kills the dove
To feed its young with love.
The peregrine lives in cities now,
The cliffs above the sea.
The sky is for plovers,
The earth for lovers.
like you and me.
STORM DREAM AND DAYBREAK
Starless stormy night
Trembling trees ablaze with light
Demons howling about my bed
Told a tale of love long dead.
Witches trooped about my head
Thunder crashed until I bled
Harpies screamed I'd soon be dead
To perdition straight be led.
I awoke to dream of love
I awoke to dream of you
I could climb the snowy peaks above
If you could only love me too.
Lovely lonely country girl
It would be a truly wondrous world
If you never ever run away
From a love that's true alway.
This I sing, and will forere
Let me love you if I may
Today tomorrow and yesteryear
And perhaps another day.
I sometimes dream of you on my arm
Forever free from haste and harm
Walking to'ard a welcome light
Past the shadow canyons of the night.
Stanzas on the Perishability of Beauty
The fairest flowers soonest fade
And scatter petals brown and bare.
They only serve to make us sad
That life is short and love so rare.
A golden voice from memory,
Singing scintillant bubbles of sound,
Now dead, once beautiful and free,
On ancient records now is found.
The lark of the field that sings for joy
A silver trickle of melody
Oft falls a-prey to truant boy,
And sings no more so joyfully.
Why must the fair soon cease to be
And furnish forth thier song no more?
Oh, tell me where does beauty flee,
To pleasant isle or dismal shore?
O come to me i' the spring, my love,
O come to me i' the spring.
The shepherd songs I'll sing, my love.
O come to me i' the spring.
O come to me i' the fall, my love,
O come to me i' the fall.
The redding trees will call, my love.
O come to me i' the fall.
O come to me i' the day, my love,
O come to me i' the day.
My lambs are all at play, my love.
O come to me i' the day.
O come to me i' the night, my love,
O come to me i' the night.
Lovers flee from the light, my love.
O come to me i' the night.
As the bee-moth assails
the glutted nectar pails,
The pollen-bearer brings
as he sings.
Freighted argoseys of love,
filled with tuns of treasere trove.
As the behemoth assails
the glutted pollen pails,
Of calomel and asphodel
of colombine and eglantine...
And trembles as he sips
from honey-petalled lips;,
So tho' my faltr'ing fanes of posey,
may scorched be by thy flower flame...
you are not to blame!
On singed wings I'll flutter by,
and die, without a sigh...
The Man Without a Net
Once was a man whose head
was full of butterflies,
Which is not to say that he was mad,
but simply that he had a penchant
For designing diurnal Lepidoptera...
Arrangement in Purple and
It makes me think, the things I do,
My days shall be short, mournful, and few.
The people who drink Diet-rite cola wake up happy;
They have another new day in which to consume Diet-rite cola.
Oh to have a purpose in life!
My heart is a desert where Arabs sift the sands
for semiprecious stones.
Brand XXX, for those who wouldn't dream of accepting
anything but second best.
The tongues of adders forked be;
Each bears another lie;
They hiss with high unholy glee,
And of thier own venom die.
Don't you know the cost of dying is increasing faster
than the cost of living?
Oh, there's no more cotton to hoe,
At the end of the long, long row.
Cigaret manufacturers have pledged themselves not
to appeal to youth. Smoke Brand E---, the brand that
seperates the men from the boys.
The pressure is building to kill our mammoth aid program
to South Korea... (How many do they need?)
Poets hanging from the trees,
Swaying slowly in the breeze...
And with your new set of stainless steel dinnerware,
a free gift of Mr. Scrub, guaranteed to remove all stains.
Oh, oh, the snows of earth,
Once they were white...
If your athlete's foot won't go away, get rid of the
Pain has a bitter taste. How shall we color it?
Color it purple.
Put your money on the Great Expectations Oil Company.
Remember when you have a thirst,
The oldest drink is not the worst.
What are dreams but memories of the future?
Proud flesh, sighed the witness tree,
Conquered the worm, conquered me.
And so things go on as before,
And will again and will again,
THE LAST SACRIFICE
The earth died a little more today, as did you and I
and everything in it.
Our mother daily dies birthing not more life but more death,
her pain not of renewing but of ending.
The bitter fruit of the tree of knowledge is fermenting, to
be destilled into ever more virulent poisons.
Better things for better dying, for fun and profit, Senator
Exxon and Senator Dupont.
We are to be saved this time by a new sacrafice, not of a
lamb or a man, but of our only home.
The water planet becomes the waste planet, as we clutch
at devalued dollars, wave a futile flag and gasp for
breath to recite again the pledge to the New World, Inc.
born of the wind
dragonseed I sow
pissing on snow
launch on the sea
vanes of the mill
sorrow on the lea
skeins of the will
though we undream
the festival of lies
though felons scream
still the swan dies
SUMMER NIGHT WITH MOCKINGBIRD
It is now that time of year
when on moonlight nights
the mockingbird sings
with drowsy ease
all night long.
Like me he has found the night
too bright for sleeping.
The cat has seen my light
and thinks it breakfast time.
The mockingbird is the repertory
company of the feathered world.
thrush and quail--he knows
all the roles.
I wonder if he will be
singing thier songs when
they are gone forever.
It is injustice to think him
only a mimic; he does not
mock from scorn but
His borrowings are only
interpolations in a
sustained flow of
I really must get blackout
curtains for my windows.
I realize now that my body
too must feel it getting up
time, though it is
not yet three.
Trills four, chirps a dozen,
grasshopper rattle rattle,
squeak of rusty hinge.
Sometimes the song all his own,
sometimes a recital of
all he has heard in many
hours of eavesdropping.
It is not really summer yet,
only April, but summer
nights are like this.
Naturalists say that male
birds sing to establish
thier claims to territory.
I do not believe it. All the
other birds are asleep now.